“That’s the virginity ovation!”

Sometimes I wonder what happens to people that treat others terribly. Is anything ever going to happen to the people who walk around and treat me like the bug they’re about to crush?

I have a very strong personality, I come off offensive at times, and I know what you’re thinking, I know EVERYONE does once in a while, but I think I come off stronger than others. I don’t try to offend others, and now that I’m older I don’t offend as much as I use to. Now days if I offend someone its usually because I brought up the truth and they are afraid of it.

I’m just getting tired of people thinking they own the world and everyone in it. I’m tired of being treated like I’m a disease. I’ve spent too many days and nights stressing and crying about some of the people in and around my life. I shouldn’t have to work hard to get others to like ME.

I have recently given up on a friend, someone I NEVER thought I’d give up on, but mostly because all they’ve been doing for 3 years is complaining about how terrible their life is and they NEVER act on it. I never intended to give up on them, but there are people constantly breathing down my neck waiting for me to mess up so they can have a legit reason to hate me.

If you’re going to comment saying “hate is a really strong word” don’t bother. I don’t need to hear it, I can tell when someone hates me, and I’m sure if you were in my shoes you’d feel the same way.

Which brings me to another point. That saying, “Hate is a really strong word” is a load of crap and it’s always bugged me. If I say I hate something, let me hate it regardless of whether or not you agree. I don’t walk around saying “I hate you, and you and you and him and her” so get off my back. Get off everyone’s back, unless you’re teaching a child about morals, ethics and how to treat their classmates let us adults choose our own wording thank you very much.

I’m starting to lose my footing in life. Slowly starting to slip and if I don’t stand up for myself I may fall flat on my face. The problem? I can’t stand up for myself without losing something else. It’s a very fine line and I’m learning to balance on it. All apart of getting older.

I would also like to announce that I have officially made it past one of my life goals (but to be quite honest it wasn’t hard and took very little work) I have successfully managed to make it to 23 without any major issues or problems or bumps in the road, and by issues problems or bumps in the road I mean I haven’t made any major life altering mistakes, whoopsies, or errors.

oh and Oprah says some crazy shit.

goodnight world.

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